i talked about this in my abt but the scene is just SO COOL!! also music 1000/10 def
my one true love... i practically live on my laptop mwhehehe. and i own two more for fucking around with !!! everything about them are just so sexy and swag !!! mwah mwah
fuck the modern web design sphere for real. i love how clunky shit used to look !!! no clean interfaces just stuff on a page.
one of my fave video games of all time. i love it so fucking much i even had a hyperfix on it hehehe. also futaba sakura is basically just me but a girl.
one of my other fave videogames. its changed so much since Cata when i first started playing and its had some bad expansions but overall its so fun hehe. also nostalgia for me bc my mom played it a lot growing up
THEY ARE JUST SO SWAG MWAH !!!! they're usually a lot more diverse than tv shows/movies (looking at you, mcu....) and they're so fun !! ofc theres shitty comics but i just do not read those <3. my favorite comics of all time are journey into mystery (kieron gillen, one of my fave authors in general), agent of asgard (al ewing, GENDERFLUID BI LOKI MY BELOVED !!!!), the wicked + the divine (kieron gillen again), saga (brian k vaughan) and ofc Johnny the Homicidal Maniac !!! (jhonen vasquez ofc). also Lenore (roman dirge) <3 <3 <3
unpopular op outside the cool transsexual/gender hemisphere but they are just so fucking based. literally one of my favorite out of the commonly used ones. everything about it/its is so based - i love it so much. for me personally - as someone who feels as though they are slightly removed from the maschine, or a corpse... love it being used on me. <3
"wahh wahh making trans ppl look bad waah waah" im not going to accuse anyone of being a cis bootlicker bc being trans is fucking hard (i've been out since i was 15 and known since i was like 12 so like. i def know from the transmasc side and its even worse for transfems/women) but like. if you spend any fucking time following trans issues you'll quickly realize that even the super passing trans people are absolutely fucking hated. you can't fucking model minority your way out of discrimination.
anyway the english language is made up. like we made it up omfg it can change. its just a combination of sounds. also you actually do not have to care about people using words they like. and sure, a good amount of people who use neos are cringe but like. who gives a fuck. truly
[disclaimer that im not going to hurt anyone or anything :3 i'm literally just some guy]
wack subject but its just so interesting to me ??? like how the organs and tissues work together and how they suddenly don't and how certain things cause certain effects,,, like if i wasn't going into tech i would def be a forensic pathologist i just find the whole of it so interesting !!! i like going on this subreddit medicalgore (search it urself if you're curious) which has a lot of self-posts of their injuries and how they happened. its so interesting seeing all the organs and espec when ppl post healing stuff. i also like this one instagram acc called @anatomy_and_the_dead where he goes into detail abt "why x organ looks like that" and causes of death.
okay this definitely ties in with my male manipulator lover bullshit and the fact i have literally had marilyn manson as a special interest. but please be mean to me actually and do fun cool destructive shit it's so fucking fun. (but at the same time I get why this is not popular - these men most of the time have terrible bigoted views xP) but like damn!!! at least make 3 albums about how much you hate the modern day bush equivalent or smth lolz
2023 note: i'm not so much insane about self-harm and general destruction onstage (such as ogre of skinny puppy slicing himself) as i was when i originally made this (now slightly edited) section at 18 - but i do think it's gorgeous when it's done as an authentic artistic expresssion or desire and i still love the rest of the personality that goes along with it, as fucked up as it is.
these mfs get their own section because it's one of my fave looks ever. the dance is just so mwah. also hot sexy music fr. like suicide commando, eisenfunk, noisuf-x are all my beloveds.
german is just such a nice language. i hate when ppl say its an angry language like some ppl can be so nice and soft >:( they just have rough tones. also i grew up listening to it in my music hehehe. i also love czech but its because its pure nostalgia. my grandparents speak it super fluently and i grew up around an area of heavy czech immigration.
he has peed on so much of my stuff (including my laptop....) so its definitely the brain worms here but hes such a cutie !!! mwehehehe. hes also super fucking stupid and its hilarious he has no brain in that skull...its basically just trash like GIR.
EDIT: he has since died from his fight with liver cancer. :( rest in peace my dear kitty, you were the best little guy ever.
being a troon (and a fag ofc) was the best thing that ever happened to me actually. being trans is based as fuck. love the discussions we get to have about gender and shit. also we've just survived so fucking much as a community its absolutely based. also sexuality wise? god. i love being bisexual with my entire heart and soul absolute best sexuality (aside from greyromantic/greysexual + asexual #win)
literally one of my favorite words. I absolutely prefer it over transgender for me personally - i don't see my gender as changing, rather my sex is - through the process of medical transition. I'm really more on the radical side gender-wise and I do absolutely think we should fight the notion your physical sex is a completely immutable characteristic that Can Never Changed. I mean, seriously, is a trans woman post SRS and on estrogen really of the male sex? Can she, upon inspection, be assigned male in that state? She may not have a uterus or whatever but she's not that different from a cis woman with a hysterectomy at that point aside from chromosomally. And frankly, pratically nobody looks at chromosomes to assign sex at birth anyway. But aside from that, I also prefer transsexual due to the fact it does suggest the idea of medical transition more than transgender does these days, at least inside the community. Also it's just frankly a fucking nice word. <<
i love grammars and computation models. they are so fucking cool. especially once i learned about turing machine decidability and recognizability. THEY ARE SO COOL...
i got obsessed with saying "girlswag" a year ago and i still think it's cool as hell so its going here. girlswag... i love girls :)
this one is kinda silly but yea. as a former #lonerguycore who honestly never really hung out with people (not to say I had zero friends ever I just was not very socialable so didn't think to hang out with people much...) I honestly love my friends. they're so based. absolutely love getting to hang out with them and do shit like play DDR ^_^
also would like to give a shoutout here to people who I don't hang out with anymore but still keep in touch with occasionally + follow online they are all so based too. people are epic actually
and fuck mfs who spread that shit fr
as both a leftist and someone who hangs out in leftist spaces this theory sucks ass any mf who actually knows about anarchism as a political theory or even socialism to an extent realises that equating the two ends is dumb as hell. the real problem is that anyone regardless of political affilation is suceptible to authoritarianism and elements of fascism. it doesn't mean "both sides are equally bad waaahhhh"
look as i state on the other side i like gore but don't be a fucking wackass. like these are real people who are DYING ???? show some respect. also anyone who sends gore to people or tricks people into watching it is absolute scum. not everyone is fucking interested in that and scaring people for the lulz is so fucking shitty.
i think tumblr is the last popular social media (and its honestly small now) that has the ability to fully customize your page. the only customization you get on most social media is just your pfp and a bio. like wtf ???? we used to have full blown HTML layouts. and i know some of it is the rise of phones but at least some color themes !!! like if tumblr can make like 10 different color themes for its mobile app along with being able to change the page color, font, and text color on ur page all these other social media apps can follow suit. FUCK THE MODERN WEB AND ITS ACCURSED MODERN-NESS !!
this is probably a mixture of being bullied as a kid and my ultra-cynism during a crucial time in my development but i just Do Not Like It. I would much rather mfs be honest + mean to me instead of hitting me with this lovey-dovey bullshit that feels fake as fuck (even when it isn't). obviously i recognize some ppl are naturally bubbly and positive but i'm a grumpy old bastard. (dont take this too seriously if u are actually just very positive)
FUCKING GENTRIFIERS !!! they'll come in and wash all the culture of the spots they move into and turn in into some replica of everywhere else they've touched. [PLACE IN THE CITY NEAR ME] used to have so much fucking culture and was a hotspot for the gay community until they started coming in and pushed everyone else out. now its fucking boring and the only good things in that spot are the resale shops and the cool donut shop. also they'll really just make the fakest fucking #activism posts and then do nothing to help minorities. :/
GAH democrats are practically the same most the time as republicans just with pronouns in bio. mfs will drone strike the middle east to "protect our freedoms" like WTF are my freedoms doing over there, huh ?? just fucking admit its all about oil. also every fucking politician gets paid off by corporations to protect their interests so its not like the majority of pretty much any politicans represent my interests.
i have a theory that bad english classes and that one fucking tumblr post about how "omfg sometimes the curtains are just blue" made this problem way worse than it would otherwise. but seriously please do fucking critical analysis oh my fucking god. i don't even care what your conclusions are, but recognizing people have biases in what they write/make (and also just generally what they are trying to say) will 1) make you better at recognizing bigotry and 2) lead you to actually understand wtf people are saying omfg. i do think ppl just take shit no context for funzies tho.
mall goth was an insult for kiddies who bought all their shit from hot topic in the 2000s omfg. it wasn't just some offshoot of goth where u listened to nu metal. that was just popular among alternative teens at the time. also the internet (particularly tiktok -_-) bastardized the style. IT ISN'T STRIPY TIGHTS AND DEMONIAS OMFG. i don't absolutely hate the style bc it's kinda cute (not the best bc i am a modern styles hater) but jesus fucking christ stealing the name of mall goth ???? make up ur own fucking terms, fucknuts. (thankfully enough time has passed where that part of the rant is irrelevant)
i am way better about this than i was because i got used to sunlight but i used to have horrendous light sensitivity + still have it to an extent. florescent lights can make me want to PUKE. genuinely have gotten nauseous in stores before. anyway #fucklights
addon to last one but GAH the night is just so much more peaceful. no one bothers me and i can just work in peace. also absolute PEAK during the summer when it's the only time its decently cool (at least where i live lol)
centrism is the worst fucking "ideology". "oh but both sides are bad" actually, fun fact political theory is not the american government (or any other goverment really...) the two sides are not the fucking same or "as bad" man fuck you. all centrism does is side with the oppressor (which usually is fascist...) without getting the fucking backlash for it. cringe!
obviously the right are not the only ones who have this belief that cancel culture is bigger than it is, but they're the ones who never stfu about it. fun fact: CANCEL CULTURE IS NOT A REAL PROBLEM. It really isn't. the only people who really ever successfully get "cancelled" are nobodies or popular in left-leaning spaces (which ofc duh...). teenage twitter users complaining about how problematic an artist or whatever is does not seriously impact that person omfg. (not to say there are zero valid criticisms of cancel culture but like. if someone has any sort of institutional power like money or fame they are Uncancellable by virtue of that omfg.)
omg syxri attacks his side for once. anyway this is one of my top leftist (espec tankie...) pet peeves espec bc its almost always white (and probably cis) motherfuckers. like is classism real? yeah duh!! doesn't mean racism/transphobia/other bigotry aren't incredibly important struggles. especially racism. the fucking shit poor (white) people face is nothing compared to the way poc, particularly bipoc are fucking treated wtf
thankfully this has died down now but holy fuck i hate this phrase lol. it's mostly just a pet peeve, but also most of the people who regularly use it are frankly really annoying. also like. i'm "afab" but i absolutely do not have "afab autism". i have malebrained / patrick bateman autism lol. (i am quite terrible at human connections <<)
okay fr though, i just think it's silly and ignores other intersections that cause autism to present in similar ways to that - like race for example. like particularly the masking part - if you're nonwhite and especially if you're black you'll have to mask more than some cis white dude... also it just feels kinda weird to gender it considering that even like. white amab people can fit the "afab autism" style more. also not to mention the bioessentialism.
I WILL FOREVER BE SO FUCKING ANNOYED ABOUT THIS. I KNOW MSI IS LIKE GENUINELY #PROBLEMATIC OBVIOUSLY AND I DON'T THINK THEY'RE AMAZING OR WHATEVER (EVEN THOUGH I DO LIKE THEM TBH) BUT LIKE. I REALLY DO NOT THINK THIS BAND SHOULD BE ASSOCIATED WITH LIKE MOTHER MOTHER AND SHIT. THAT FUCKING MSI CRAZE AND SUBSEQUENT FALL FROM GRACE REMOVED IT FROM ITZ SEXY HOT INDUSTRIAL INFLUENCES. JIMMY URINE HAS LITERALLY DONE A SONG WITH FRONT LINE ASSEMBLY. COMBICHRIST HAS REMIXED ONE OF THEIR SONGS. THEY'VE DONE A REMIX OF A KMFDM TRACK. IDK. THERES CLEAR INFLUENCE THERE FROM THE SCENE.
THIS BAND IS FOR FREAKS. HOMOSEXUALS. JTHM FANS. PEOPLE WHO GENUINELY ENJOY THE 2000S EQUAL OPPROTUNITY HUMOR xP. OTHER ASSOCIATED WHITE EDGELORDS OF THE 2000S. NOT LIKE. CHRONICALLY ONLINE CHILDREN WHO WILL CALL YOU ABELIST AND CLASSIST IF YOU TELL THEM TO READ FUCKING THEORY OR SOME SHIT. IDK. I HATE TIKTOK WITH A BURNING PASSION
ALSO IF YOU READ THIZ FAR LISTEN TO SKINNY PUPPY THEY ARE SO FUCKING BASED
(typed in all caps bcz of jimmy urine)
taking the word neurodivergent away from people because like. i am so annoyed about the way neurodivergent gets used. it does not mean autism + adhd !! it includes shit like dyslexia !!! just say autism + adhd if you mean that instead !! particularly when schizophrenia has a similar amount of overlap and yet doesn't get talked about... >_>